I’m planning to do something extremely stupid
I am a spaz because I did something very silly today. On the way to the gym I bumped into Chuck and now we are talking.
Last year this woman really messed with my head, I mean really messed with my head. We had a brief, intense affair that left me struggling to sleep. She was not good news.
She was one of those sexually tempestuous brunettes who are utterly toxic and yet I struggle to resist.
I won’t go into the long back story but it took a while before I finally untangled myself from her clutches. She nearly snared me again a couple of times but I managed to fight her off eventually.
These days I’m neutral towards here, or put another way ‘Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn’.
I think I’m going to blame the post gym-rush but when Chuck emailed me something pointless I actually replied and worse than that I replied in a slightly flirty way.
Before I realised what had happened we had vague plans for a drink.
I can’t decide if this is a bad thing or not. I’m defintely not going to get wrapped up in that whole melee again.
I have a strict policy of girls only get one trip on the Toast love bus and once they get off they can’t get back on again. So why am I doing this? Is it because I’m bored or is a test? Or perhaps I’m just stupid.